WOW! i haven't been on here in like FOREVER! so i will tell u my drama filled, sad and deperesing life! ok well last night was the dance... the halloween one. i rly wish i didn't go. because the guy i like was their and his parents usually don't let him come because their stupid and strict!!! so anyway when he came i lit up like a x-mas tree! i was so happy! :D but then i told my friend to go ask him to ask me! and she was like ok and then i was like.... oh shizz what the heck did i just do!?!?!?!? so then she found me and said he said that i would have to ask him :\ so i was like HE IS SUCH A BABY! so then a slow dance came on and i found him so i chickend out and didn't ask him we just talked the whole time. so then the last slow dance came on and i was like weslie.... he might not be able to come again! so i found him and asked him to dance he kinda mumbled his breath... but then he yelled YES! so we then i was like u don't have to u can go with sully (the guy he likes) and at the time i didn't know he had already promised her... so he just said no its OK... so then we started dancing and he was like if sully gets pissed seeing us then its not my fault! and i was like ya! it will be kallies... :) anyway about 10 awkard sec over he saw sully and let go of me and went to her :'( so then i was just trying to smile till he couldn't see my face anymore then my smile turned into a big huge frown!!! so i was supper sad! then we both got on gmail and he said he was way sorry..... now its been about 1 day since this and i am still sad\ pissed but more pissed at sully cuz she's a beach! because she was braging and making me cry by saying...... haha kade left you for me!!! haha im hotter!!!! :'( anyway thats the bigest thing so far... oh and tates.... (the guy i like) best friend ted has cancer!!!!! and my best friend (kallie) is peterfied and i know excataly what she's going through!!! :'( anyway so now she is asking everyone on fb to pray for him.... witch is kinda embaresing..... :\ oh well anyway she cryed a cuple times... :( shes pretty sad! oh and also i had a party last night and only 1 person came!!! :( and she was like 2 hours and 40 min. late!!!! :( so ya i had a pretty sad week! :'(

My Dance Night!

hey guys!
well this is practally my diary\jornal so i will write all my secrets on it! lol not ALL of them!
ok well i went to the dance just about like 3 days ago and it was AMA-ZING! i danced w\ the guy i like Will Mcween. he is a pretty cute kid. but he is really wierd though! (: anyway he is still WAY cute! i guess i will tell you the WHOLE story
ok well it was really quite ocward! so sadly my frieds had to ask him to ask me but oh well. so when my friend went to go ask him he said sure, yes, ya idk one of those. so the next slow dance comes on and guess what?!? HE WAS DANCING W\ ANOTHER GIRL! (this happend last time.) so i started getting REALLY mad! ): i really wanted to go punch him! but luckly i didn't.
so then i did the worst, best thing possible! I told my friend mckela! right after i told her she started stomping right away to go to him! i was so imbarssed! so then she came back to me and said "i told him that he had not asked me\weslie to dance and if he didn't the next slow dance that he would be VERY sorry!!!" so the next slow dance comes on and then she finds him and then he comes and askes me. (it is not the end yet)
so i said sure and we just started dancing. then my friend mckela said "you'll thank me later" and he gigled. so then we just did the side step dancing with my hands on his shoulders and his hands on my waist (sadly he barly tuched me ): ) we just stood their in silence. till the end, i asked him what he thought of my friend faith and he said "i don't like anybody right now" so i said oh or ya or well i don't really rember. then the song ended. ): now i don't know what song we where dancing to cuz i was focused on 2 things 1. don't mess up & 2. I cant beleive i am dancing with will mcween.... self DON'T SAY ANYTHING STUPID!!!!!
so when the song ended we "departed" and i really wanted to scream my lungs out! but i didn't so i just went in the car talked my ears and my moms ears out!!! lol anyway i got to go thanks for listining you guys (: